shades of grey turn to colour.

1:51 AM

its si scary,
im blogging in the dark in the room n mummay come in any min n scream.
she was in such a bad mood today.
so was i, complaining alot today. im so sorry god!


boy meets girl by joshua harris is so good. im discovering alot of things and letting god take control of my whole heart. people out there should read if u want to commit ur whole heart to god, n all ur relationships.
i should treat all my brothers with purity and sincerity.
we can get so selfish sometimes huh?

and oh dear,
my heart palpitates at the thot of schoolreopening next wed. with maths paper.
im dreading it
and im getting nxious.
phil 4:6-7.
ill cling on to that.

jeremy sumpter is so cute.
andthe guy acting eragon is quite good-looking.
hurr and jon tan is so talll.


hillsong london is quite a nice album.


only one for me is so nice.
all i need is
all i need is you
every little thing i do
all i need is
all i need is you
cause you're the only
the only one for me


never ever want to live my life any less than all u want for me
giving all my life to god now to worship you


i lift my eyes to you.

1:37 AM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

i stand amazed at you O LORD.

i don't know how you feel
but what went through me was stupid
i just pray god would keep me pure and holy.
so stupid.

i come before you today
and there's just one thing that i want to say
thank you lord
thank you lord


god has been so good.
this computor i have now is fabulous.
i really mean fabulous! its flat screen and everything and it has all the speakers and everything.
god really blessed me! and im so so thankful! it's just so so amazing.
my mum's friend upgraded her broadband and she could choose either a free tv or computor (both she did not need) and voila! she gave the computor to me and
now i am computor-friendly again!!
haha. smiles widely.



you loved me when i was so unlovely
you sought me when i was lost.


im overwhelmed lord when i think back on how good you've been to me.
this whole year! its coming to an end!
i really stand in wonder.
this christmas has been all about surrender



and i surrender all to you
i surrender all to you
when i'm weak you are strong
you're my feet when i can't move on
you're the light in the dark
you're the whisper inside my heart


thank you. really what can i say but thank you?
you spoke of peace. john 14.
you do not give as the world gives. and i thank you oh so much!
michelle prayed for me.
peace. peace that transcends all understanding.
to guard my heart and my mind.
i need it so much.


so take me as you find me
all my fears and failures
fill my life again
i give my life to follow
everything i believe in
now i surrender


had a good time with ginny after love odyssey.
we laughed, we prayed, we talked, we shed tears (mentally and physically).
we learnt to commit next year into his hands
we learnt to stand for him in the coming year no matter what would happen (help us lord)
we learnt that we are in this world but not of this world.
we learnt to put him first, to honour his will above all else.



i cannot survive on my own.
god, be the air i breathe
let my lifesong sing to you.
let me love you with all my heart, soul and mind.

8:35 PM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

show me your ways, O Lord my God,
and i will walk in your truth
give me a totally undivided heart,
that i may fear your name
purify my heart,
cleanse me Lord i pray
remove from me
all that is standing in the way of your love.



snorts.
busy doing what?
im goin to study the whole of next week at tampines library. anyone care to join me?
ive counted, R paper is in about approx 22 days? god help me.
had many mad moments with charlene this week. im glad to see her thru them. and mich hse was reli messy man. hhahs. n boy did we "ahh" when her vaccuum cleaner leaked water on the parquet floor. i took home stuff from her hse n on the way out the plastic bag tore! oh boy ill miss mich when she's gone. one person less to whisper my secrets to.or maybe complain about. (gives that knowing grin)
oh well.im not supp to complain. ackx.
china ppl are back! thanks dear robyn for giving me the two letters that mean the world to me! im glad they're back safe and sound and dklgldskgv.
anw im sorry guys if u dont get v nice christmas presents this yr cause im quite broke so im doin my best to get n make whatever i can(:



a warning sign, i missed the good part and i passed you by.
i started looking for a warning sign.
what warning sign. frowns. i wish i weren't so 'hearty'.
boos to that-time-of-the-month.
i should learn how to appreciate my emotions. n love my parents.
oh i miss u bird. n cai. n all the madd moments w ngang n dah n ah ting.
anw, its
SEVEN PM, 7PM FOR lOVE ODYSSEY.
i wrote wrongly the other time.
i dont want to be lazy. nope i dont.


amazing love,
now what else shall i need?
your name brings life,
its more than the air i breathe
and i've found myself in you.
yeah, i've found myself in you.
so take me to the place,
where i can see you face to face
and all i want is you
all i want is you
jesus.


make me yours.

9:19 AM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

all you people go here: http://www.loveodyssey-yc.blogspot.com
its all about the musical ill be in and i do really want all of you to come for it!
it's gonna be great great GREAT!



hmm. too much to blog about.
but Gods has been so wonderful to me, teaching me alot alot of things.
sighs.
im learning to let go
and let God take my heart.



trace the shape of my heart
til it becomes more familiar to your eyes
ive been lost without you
cold without your love
its taken days and nights to make me realise



dreaming of my fairytale isn going to help me become a better person.
help me rather, to dream dreams for you.
and to live them, and nopt be scared of them.


oh wrench my heart
from my hands,
pierce the soul within
that i may know of your pain and grief
you felt when the weight of the world was on your shoulders.
let me, then,
soar on wings held by your hand
breathe life into this dust



ahhh. endless thoughts running thru my head.
abi says im so difficult to uds? is that true.
haha but i dont even uds myself sometimes.
im just glad jesus does.
he makes me sane(:



you are the ONE i live for JESUS
you are the ONE that i adore

8:26 AM

all you people go here: http://www.loveodyssey-yc.blogspot.com
its all about the musical ill be in and i do really want all of you to come for it!
it's gonna be great great GREAT!



hmm. too much to blog about.
but Gods has been so wonderful to me, teaching me alot alot of things.
sighs.
im learning to let go
and let God take my heart.



trace the shape of my heart
til it becomes more familiar to your eyes
ive been lost without you
cold without your love
its taken days and nights to make me realise



dreaming of my fairytale isn going to help me become a better person.
help me rather, to dream dreams for you.
and to live them, and nopt be scared of them.


oh wrench my heart
from my hands,
pierce the soul within
that i may know of your pain and grief
you felt when the weight of the world was on your shoulders.
let me, then,
soar on wings held by your hand
breathe life into this dust



ahhh. endless thoughts running thru my head.
abi says im so difficult to uds? is that true.
haha but i dont even uds myself sometimes.
im just glad jesus does.
he makes me sane(:



you are the ONE i live for JESUS
you are the ONE that i adore

8:26 AM

my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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